[It was a strange sensation, ejaculating into someone's mouth and being finished off in such a way.
It was not pleasant.
Not that it had not felt good, really such a thing, you touch it enough and it will be happy, that wasn't so complicated. Even the rush of orgasm wasn't complicated. It was after that was terrible. The wash of regret as the sexual high subsided. That sense of shame, disgust, and over awareness of body fluids. Watching someone spit out onto the floor just reinforced the trashy image of getting a BJ in a bathroom stall in some sort of hedonistic night club that was a popular setting for certain kinds of fan works and novels of certain demographics.
Not that he read these. They were simply things he had run across and as a dutiful and doting older brother in his previous life, he was quite familiar with his sisters interest. Though perhaps too willing to read some things with barely a prompt.
Everything about the current moment just reinforced everything he disliked about these sorts of things....
Billing his robes tightly around himself in an attempt to gain some sort of dignity he gazed down with his most aloof expression yet, pushing down all his other feels as much as possible.]
no subject
It was not pleasant.
Not that it had not felt good, really such a thing, you touch it enough and it will be happy, that wasn't so complicated. Even the rush of orgasm wasn't complicated. It was after that was terrible. The wash of regret as the sexual high subsided. That sense of shame, disgust, and over awareness of body fluids. Watching someone spit out onto the floor just reinforced the trashy image of getting a BJ in a bathroom stall in some sort of hedonistic night club that was a popular setting for certain kinds of fan works and novels of certain demographics.
Not that he read these. They were simply things he had run across and as a dutiful and doting older brother in his previous life, he was quite familiar with his sisters interest.
Though perhaps too willing to read some things with barely a prompt.Everything about the current moment just reinforced everything he disliked about these sorts of things....
Billing his robes tightly around himself in an attempt to gain some sort of dignity he gazed down with his most aloof expression yet, pushing down all his other feels as much as possible.]
You are a very strange person.