But they're not operating on remotely equal terms; he hasn't given up anything to Vidar, though Lelouch is already dead and his goals have inverted in the aftermath. His mind doesn't permit itself to linger on Suzaku and the profane sentiment of the sword he'd plunged into him but that's where it goes the second his scar on his chest is grazed by Vidar's mouth. ]
Don't touch... it.
[ The breathlessness comes out, his fingers clumsily lured to Vidar's shoulders, grip vying to deepen. All the care instilled to avoid what he could to avoid the scars was pointless when they're spiderwebbed over Vidar like bright, slivered shards of glass; Lelouch can't touch him without being privy to them.
But inflicted as the means to kill him, the wound on Lelouch's chest does its job; even afterwards is his touch sliding over Vidar in throes of disarray. Trembling and flushed over with arousal in Vidar's lap, sunk down his cock and stifling any kind of release, that's what Lelouch protests: being kissed in the one place that won't ever heal. ]
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But they're not operating on remotely equal terms; he hasn't given up anything to Vidar, though Lelouch is already dead and his goals have inverted in the aftermath. His mind doesn't permit itself to linger on Suzaku and the profane sentiment of the sword he'd plunged into him but that's where it goes the second his scar on his chest is grazed by Vidar's mouth. ]
Don't touch... it.
[ The breathlessness comes out, his fingers clumsily lured to Vidar's shoulders, grip vying to deepen. All the care instilled to avoid what he could to avoid the scars was pointless when they're spiderwebbed over Vidar like bright, slivered shards of glass; Lelouch can't touch him without being privy to them.
But inflicted as the means to kill him, the wound on Lelouch's chest does its job; even afterwards is his touch sliding over Vidar in throes of disarray. Trembling and flushed over with arousal in Vidar's lap, sunk down his cock and stifling any kind of release, that's what Lelouch protests: being kissed in the one place that won't ever heal. ]