[Just how far can a person go inside another person? Just how wide and long can a dick even get?! Jiang Cheng thought he had a reasonable idea of the latter, at least, but what he knows on a logical level and what he's feeling physically don't match up at all.
It doesn't help that there's no lube to ease the way, and that it's his first time, his body simply not used to these things. It really does feel like being torn open from the inside out, even if there's no actual damage worth mentioning involved, and Jiang Cheng grits his teeth against the pain.
But it's fine, because he's decided it will be fine. The humiliation - of the situation more than the act itself - is worse than the pain, and both will pass. He just has to hang in there.]
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It doesn't help that there's no lube to ease the way, and that it's his first time, his body simply not used to these things. It really does feel like being torn open from the inside out, even if there's no actual damage worth mentioning involved, and Jiang Cheng grits his teeth against the pain.
But it's fine, because he's decided it will be fine. The humiliation - of the situation more than the act itself - is worse than the pain, and both will pass. He just has to hang in there.]