He doesn't feel apprehensive, knowing what to expect and trusting Vax mingle into a secure confidence in his chest. Usually he would feel a quiet panic between his ribs if a guy asked to fuck him but it's not like that here, he knows exactly how Vax would treat him. Like he was precious.

"I want to know what it feels like when you're inside me."

Nodding, foreheads together, he leans back enough to brush Vax's wet hair behind an ear and his gaze lingers on the point there, sliding back to those warm hazel eyes.

"I love you, Vax'ildan. I'm not afraid of anything we do together."